Music is my Therapy

Song: Lucky Girl Syndrome Artist: Katie Lynne Sharbaugh 𝅘𝅥𝅮"I don't know where the bitterness starts, a ll I know is I take it too far....I desire what I know I can't be, g et tired, 'cause I know it's on me....Gonna throw a tantrum like it's my anthem u ntil I choose to get better" 𝅘𝅥𝅮 SO. FREAKING. TRUE. ☝☝☝😭😫 I don't know where the bitterness starts All I know is I take it too far It's an overreaching maturity thing And I'm so sick and tired of it I get high even when I'm alone Waste time kickin' pebbles and stones Wonderin' if reptiles can get depressed while I start the microwave oven (Ahh) And what comes of it And what comes of it (Three-) I get mad when I wanna feel seen Say things that I really don't mean It's a self-inflicted predisposition And I'm so unimpressed by it I get sad ovеr being compared Feel bad, 'cause I know it’s unfair Grapplin' with privilеge while doing dishes In almost absolute quiet...

I had a great day thinking about/remembering my sweet boy 🖤🤍😌 I walked the full, hour long route of one of our old, daily walks. It's long, he was a trooper! He loved them! And so did I. I miss them. 😔 I spent the entirety of my walk listening to his playlist . I got teary eyed several times as I thought of "all the good times, we shared together." I had my playlist on shuffle and at one point it brought up these three songs in this exact order...I loved every single one!  "Smiles coming through my tears..."  Someone in the Dark Best of Joy Good Times Not to mention that as soon as I hit shuffle the very first song to play was Beyond the Rainbow Bridge . 💓😭🌈🐾 That was pretty special, especially for today. I continued to listen to my playlist as I went about my day. I spent a good chunk of time going through old photos and videos! My heart!! They brought tears to my eyes but mostly a big smile to my face and all the warm fuzzy feelings! He was my great...

Song(s): I Know, Bad Thoughts & Mercy Artist: Rachel Platten These songs hit deep. Very personal and relatable for me; been listening non-stop. I Know God this is embarrassing I'm crying on a Saturday night I can't believe I'm back here, two days ago the world was alright This winters been forever, does it feel like someone’s stretching out time? My head is such a mess right now, I feel like I'm losin' my mind There's just so much that I don't know right now But I know, I know, I know The storms will come and go And though I feel alone This too shall pass, I know I know, I know, I know There are no highs without the lows And though my heart feels broken This too shall pass, I know I shouldn't doubt myself, it's obvious what this is about My fear is like a river, and honestly, I'm scared I will drown I'm sick of all this crying, isn't there a time when my tears run out? Ooh, ooh My friends think I'm courageous, but that's cr...

Song: A Cure For Minds Unwell Artist: Lewis Capaldi "So, how am I supposed to see an end?  To my all-consuming, constant fear and dread.  When I can't even seem to make it out of bed?" 💔 Waking up too early, static on the TV Dressed in all the clothes I had on When yesterday decided I didn't need to fight with The hours and the seconds no more Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working every day the way that most do Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know That, if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cause the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret and the things I should've said To the ones I laid to rest, and, lately I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man, growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell? 'Cause my head's a living hell If I'm honest with myself Stumble as I'm leaving, one foo...

Song: The Gift of Tears Artist: Isaac Hanson This song spoke to my heart and soul this month. Isaac is going full  gospel  and I'm here for it! 👏 You can  feel  his heart on this track, he is singing from the very depths of his soul! "And when all hope is dead and gone... Pray on"  💓🙏 What a beautiful night for a wedding Between your heart and your soul It's a beautiful time for new beginnings Moving on, breaking free and letting go Have you ever been caught in a nightmare? Have you ever been trapped in a dream? Take a deep breath, close your eyes Open your heart and let love inside 'Cause the gift of tears will calm your fears And when all hope is dead and gone Pray on, oh pray on What a beautiful day to remember Who you were when you were young and naive Shooting for the moon Strumming out of tune Just a crazy kid born to believe Have your demons become your guardian angels? Does it feel like you've lost touch with the light? Oh, so take a deep breath, ...

I've neglected blogging for quite some time...I don't know why. I just haven't felt very motivated. But I had the absolute BEST month celebrating HANSON that I just had to come share my thoughts, new finds and admiration for this band I have been loving for the past 10 years!! 🤯💓 First up, this brand new song I discovered!! It's one of many songs that didn't make the Underneath album and I am in LOVE!! It was so exciting to find something old but new like this!! I've been fangirling HARD over it for the past several weeks!! Sun & Sky Taylor's vocals are killing me softly...😍 The lyric "A wishing tree" is a little cheesy but Taylor's vocal is so dang good I don't even care! A wishing tree, I asked for you Taking a moment from midnight You won't remember but I do Take me home, it's only me Trading the shadows for sunlight Can't control what you can't see So just let go Right now you're mine We'll make nothin...

Song: Here I Go Again Artist: Whitesnake  Yup. Always on my own. "H ere I go again on my own...l ike a drifter, I was born to walk alone. " 😔 Ouch. I feel that. But maybe, somehow, I can turn this into a positive thing...? " I've made up my mind, I  ain't wasting no more time..." 👊 Time to pick myself up by the bootstraps and start re-committing myself and my efforts to making positive changes in my life! I got this! #fakeittilimakeit 😅 I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Here I go again Here I go again Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh Lord, I pray you give me strength to carry on 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter, I was born to w...