Music is my Therapy

How has it been 2 entire years?? It doesn't feel real. It doesn't feel right.  I still miss you more than words can express. I still think about you daily. You are always on my mind and in my heart. I wear my necklace with your name proudly. I've gotten better talking about you with others; reminiscing on sweet stories and memories. I've been walking down our old trails a lot this summer. I've seen lots and lots of butterflies this summer too! 🦋 Thank you for sending those beautiful, happy reminders that you're walking right beside me. I feel your sweet presence.  It still hurts to say goodbye (as I'm still saying good-bye and always will. You should be here, where you belong) but your love was worth it. Worth every tear and heartbreak. I would do it all over if I could, life with you. I was happiest when I was with you. I am SO PROUD to have been part of your life! And to have you as the BIGGEST and BEST part of mine! How lucky am I to have had you for s

Song: I Won't Back Down Artist: Goo Goo Dolls & O.A.R. This collab between the Goo Goo Dolls and the group they're currently on tour with, O.A.R. , came out clear back in May! I've loved the song since it was released and feel like it's the perfect power anthem that I need in my life right about now. 👊 I was having a super hard time coming up with a song for this months "30 on the 30th" since I spent the majority of July listening to an audiobook and sneaking in Christmas music here and there (for Christmas in July of course! 🎄😁). This song came to mind and it's perfect since I'll be seeing the Goo Goo Dolls and O.A.R. LIVE in exactly ONE MONTH (+ a day)!! I am SO STOKED!!! I can't freaking WAIT!!  I love the message of this song. It's about standing up for yourself, something I'm trying to get better at. To not to let the opinions of others tell me who I should be, how I should think and feel, what I should do with my life. A

Happy Heavenly Birthday to my Angel! 🖤🤍💔 I still miss you every day. I wear the necklace with your name around my neck today and reflect on the joy and endless love you brought to my life. The friendship and comfort; the loyalty and companionship. I look through old photos and videos of our life together and smile through my tears as I swallow the lump in my throat. I wish you were still here. I wish I could go back in time. I treasure every memory with you. Thank you for everything you did for me. For all the times you made me smile and laugh and the way only you could comfort me in my times of deepest pain and sorrow, I'll never have another friend like you. I'll never know love quite like that ever again. Thank you for everything my sweet angel and best friend. I love you forever and always!! 🖤🤍🐾 Until we meet again at the rainbow bridge...🌈🖤🤍 🕊 🤍🖤 🖤🤍🌟 You would have been 19 years old today! I still think of you, hear you and see you in every familiar place.