Music is my Therapy

I am heartbroken ! 💔💔💔😭😭😭 I was in shock and denial when I first read the headline reporting the death of one of my favorite actors Chadwick Boseman . I honestly had to google it, I thought it was some kind of sick joke. But it's not. This beautiful, sweet, inspiring, giant of a man is gone. It's so upsetting!! I haven't been able to stop thinking about it!! 😭 It makes me sick. It doesn't feel real. And what's even more shocking is learning that he was suffering from colon cancer since 2016!!! This man IS a real life super hero! To do all that he did in those 4 short years.....he changed so much. He was a phenomenal talent but more than that, he was a wonderful man. I thought he was extremely attractive when I saw him in Captain America: Civil War  but after I watched a couple interviews with him (around the time Black Panther was released) I fell in LOVE with him! He was so genuine and sweet and seemed like such a humble, down to earth man. I H

Song: 1-800-273-8255 Artist: Logic I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine Who can relate? I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'm out of my mind It feel like my life ain't mine I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die today I just wanna die I don't wanna be alive I don't wanna be alive I just wanna die And let me tell you why All this other shit I'm talkin' 'bout they think they know it I've been praying for somebody to save me, no one's heroic And my life don't even matter I know it I know it I know I'm hurting deep down but can't show it I never had a place to call my own I never had a home Ain't nobody callin' my phone Where you been? Where you at? What's on your mind? They say every life precious but nobody care about mine I've been on the low I been taking my time I feel like I'