Music is my Therapy

Song: It'll Be Alright Artist: Cody Francis Will it though? I can't keep doing this. Day after day. I want to be done. I don't want to be alive anymore. It doesn't get better. It will never get better!!! For 27 years I have endured this torment of my mind. It never ends. I've been on medication. I've gone to therapy. Nothing works for me. I have never been normal. I have never fit in. I'm so pathetic. I hate myself. I hate everyone. My dog is the only reason I'm still here. The only reason. I don't see a future. There is no light at the end of the tunnel. I pray to God that He lets me die in my sleep. I'm not good at living. I feel uncomfortable every, single day. I have failed at everything. I have let everyone down. I have missed out on life. I'm not happy and I don't think I ever will be. I'm done. I want to be done!! PLEASE , let me be done!! This song is amazing and feels like it was written for me. I love it a lot. O

Song: I Know That My Redeemer Lives Artist: Hymns, pg. 136 (cover by Claire Crosby) HAPPY EASTER SUNDAY!!! I am grateful to have been able to celebrate Jesus Christ today with my family. I am grateful for my Savior and Redeemer who suffered, bled and died for me. I am grateful for God's love and mercy. I am grateful that through Christ, I can become whole. I am grateful that He willingly took upon Himself my pains and infirmities so I know I'm not alone in my struggles. I am grateful for the way He has never left me, even when I have pulled away from Him. Even when I doubt Him and even get angry with Him. He is my patient and loving older brother who always understands. I am grateful that ALL will be made alive in Christ. That death has no sting and the grave no victory. That there is purpose and meaning in life. I am grateful for living prophets, most especially President Russell M. Nelson who is the Lord's mouthpiece. I am so grateful to have the gospe