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Save Myself

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Song: Save Myself Artist: Ed Sheeran It's a terrible feeling when home doesn't feel like home anymore. When the place that used to always bring you a sense of safety and love feels empty and cold. When the things you once loved to do, the way you once thought, no longer holds even a flicker of light or meaning anymore. When life, that seemed so full of hope and opportunity at one time is now nothing more than a dark void of never ending heartache and loss. Hopeless. That's how I've been feeling. For forever it seems. I have nothing new to say. I feel like a broken record. Nothing is ever going to change. I'll never be better than I am now.  I have no desire to live.  Music has been my best friend lately. I feel like I have my earbuds in 24/7. I've discovered some amazing new tunes that speak to my soul. That describe my exact  feelings and emotions in the most perfect way. It's always so thrilling to me when I find a song like that; one that feels