Music is my Therapy

Song: Believe Artist: Hanson   I've felt so desperate lately. I just keep having these feelings of hopelessness and sadness. I really, truly want to believe that my life can and will get better. I want to believe that better days are ahead. I want to believe that I can change. I want to believe that I can become the person I have always wanted to be! But when I think about where I'm at and where I wish I was, I just get so overwhelmed and depressed. I had a bad/eye opening experience last night that has really been dragging me down. It hurts. It's embarrassing. And I hate where I'm at in my life right now and who I am!     I was holding on, now I'm letting go This is nothing more than a picture show Everything I knew now I hardly know Busy keeping less never getting more One more nickel dime I'm out the door This kind of life I can't afford I want to believe There's something to believe I would live only Just to believe Oh, I&

Song: Blue Sky Artist: Hanson This song has been on my mind. I can relate to the message behind this song so much right now. I truly am looking for my " blue sky " in life. I'm trying to find my purpose. What do I want to do with my life? Where do I want to go? Who do I want to be? What do I truly believe in? This song is spot on. Deep. Passionate. Meaningful. " I know that there's got to be a blue sky out there to see, somewhere, there's a blue sky waiting for me ." I'm blind with eyes wide open My body's tired and broken I want a taste of something, that doesn't leave me dry This hope for answered questions As rare as true conviction I stare into the distance, there is no truth in sight Who can tell me why Everybody's looking for a blue sky Searching for an answer on a satellite I know that there's got to be a blue sky out there to see A blue sky waiting for me I've s

Song: Make It Through Today Artist: Hanson   Theme song of my life currently.   Life can be so overwhelming, confusing and just down right stressful sometimes! I'm having one of those "days". I'm just feeling down. I'm feeling like I won't amount to anything. That I'm stuck. That it's too late for me so why even bother trying? I'm not good enough, no matter what I do or how hard I try. That I won't ever find true happiness or love in my life, because who would want to end up with someone as pathetic as me? I feel like the world is looking at me and judging me and seeing my every flaw and insecurity.   I know it's not true. I know that's just me getting in my own head. I know better. Some days are better than others. But I'm trying my best. I just want to be happy. Hanson helps. A lot. And this song is beautiful. And hits very close to home right now.   I tell no lies to you each day I just tell them to myself A