30 on the 30th
Song: Curtains Artist: Ed Sheeran I was this close 🤏 to sending these lyrics to my sister when she reached out asking if I was OK when I wasn't: "Are you alright? Maybe, don't ask. 'Cause you know I never like to talk about that. Keep it inside, yeah, you say I always hold back." But I didn't. I didn't because "I keep quiet, so the ones around me don't know t hat the mountain feels so steep." I wonder what would have happened if I had. What would she have thought? How would she have responded? But there's so much going on right now in my family's life, I didn't want to add more stress. I've been having a hard summer. I'm super depressed and I don't know how to get out of it. I need help. I need to "pull the curtains back and see the sunshine." Free myself from this darkness. Climb out of this hole. I don't. I won't . I feel like I can't. But I want to. I want to feel, be, get better. Thi