Music is my Therapy

Song: You're Not There Artist: Lukas Graham Hi. I know, I know. It's been a hot minute. I haven't felt like posting much. I haven't felt motivated or inspired. I've mainly been going up and down on my roller-coaster of depression. But I'm back now! I want to dedicate this song, that I've been slightly obsessed with this past week, to my sister. The words don't totally correspond (thankfully my sister is still alive and with me, she's just not always "there" as in physically. This song is about the death of Lukas Graham's father and how he isn't here to see his son grow up and succeed in life. Very sad but it's a beautiful song) but the message still applies. My sister was visiting with me this past week and I loved spending each and every day with her. I was an emotional wreck saying good-bye this morning. I miss her. I miss having her live at home with me. I miss the old days when we were always together. I hate change.

HAPPIEST OF BIRTHDAYS TO MY BEST FRIEND!!! #13!! I CAN'T IMAGINE LIFE WITHOUT YOU!!! YOU MAKE ME A BETTER PERSON!!! I LOVE YOU FOREVER AND ALWAYS!!! AMEN! Also, this song is funny! And since I've already resigned to the fact that I will probably NEVER get married, I think this song is fitting. I will always love you first puppy-dog!! No one will EVER come before you! Birthday Dedication Song: The More Boys I Meet (The More I Love My Dog) Artist: Carrie Underwood This boy here wants to move too fast He sees my future as having a past Well, I don't think so I don't think so That boy there, well he's playing a fool He thinks he's funny and he thinks he's cool We'll I don't think so I don't think so Cheap date, bad taste, another night gone to waste Talking about nothing in so many words It's not like I'm not trying 'Cause I'll give anyone a shot once And, I, I c