The Void & I Want Candy 🍬🍭

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Song(s): The Void & I Want Candy 🍬🍭
Artist(s): Magnolia Park & LVCRFT

Feeling like a LITERAL PSYCHOPATH RIGHT NOW!! 😖😫😣😭🤯 I just binge ate the stupidest CRAP for NO FREAKING REASON!! Overall, I had a good day; for NO REASON should I have LOST IT like that!! I feel overwhelmed!! My face is breaking out and my skin looks DISGUSTING, I'm chubby in ALL MY CLOTHES (hmmm, I wonder why? 🙄), my hair is nasty looking and thinning, I feel like I look OLD. And I FEEL like CRAP because I keep emotionally eating CRAP. Like, I have so many fun things to look forward to and just because one little thing isn't going to work out I'm UPSET?? I feel like the biggest hypocrite and most spoiled, entitled, BRAT on the planet!! And at 32 FREAKING YEARS OLD!! I am a CHILD. 

Whew. Sorry. Had to vent. I just discovered Magnolia Park this year and...I'm feeling their music! 😭😳😠😰😩😭 Another anthem courtesy of my stupid brain and the current stat of my mental health! 


Touched my heart
To see if it's beating
Up all night
My blood starts weeping
Carry my soul
My spirit's fleeting
Hold my mirror cause I won't stop grieving

I try
To fight
And I keep coming back but I fall flat
I'm face
To face
With a blacked out sun cause I can't trust anyone

No one's gonna save me now
Cause I'm fallin' in the void
Everyday I'm breaking down
Cause I'm feelin' paranoid

I'm missin' the person I used to be
My soul is burnin' like gasoline
Cause no one's gonna save me
When I'm fallin' in the void

My head stitched on
My vices eat me
Can't trust myself
My thoughts deceive me
I can't get up
Cause I keep freezing
Read my lips
Can someone heal me
Dug my grave
I'm at my weakest
I'm at my weakest

No one's gonna save me now
Cause I'm fallin' in the void
Everyday I'm breaking down
Cause I'm feelin' paranoid

I'm missin' the person I used to be
My soul is burnin' like gasoline
Cause no one's gonna save me
When I'm fallin' in the void

For the death of my spirit
For the sake of my soul
Give me a reason why I shouldn't go
Cause I'm losing hope

No one's gonna save me now
Cause I'm fallin' in the void
Everyday I'm breaking down
Cause I'm feelin' paranoid
No one's gonna save me now
No one's gonna save me now

I'm missing the person I used to be
My soul is burning like gasoline
Cause no one's gonna save me
When I'm falling in the void


This next song, I Want Candy, is to help lighten this heavy mood 😁 Seriously, sorry about the ranting and freaking out. This time of year is getting to me in all kinds of weird ways....I've been in a dark place. But I LOVE LVCRFT's version (released this year!) of this iconic bop so much, it had to be done, regardless of my personal issues! They always put such fun spins on the covers they do. I also posted a couple different versions of this same song clear back in the year 2018 so it's a fun a throw-back, full circle kinda moment. Cheers! Also, yes I always want candy and eat waaaay too much of it! 🍬🍭😅




GIVE ME CANDY! 🤤🍭🍬

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