Love Month Day 3

Song: Human Nature

Artist: From, MJ: The Musical 

BEST. NEWS. EVEEEERRRRRR!! 🙌💗🎉

I feel so humbled and grateful right now! 🙏 I've had a rough start to the year. But, it's ended up being the push I needed in the right direction to open up and start getting help. (𝅘𝅥𝅮Some would say having a mental breakdown is a negative thing which on one hand I agree with, on the other hand, it was the push I needed to get help and start the healing process𝅘𝅥𝅮) I've never felt closer with my parents and finally feel like I have a real, open and honest relationship with them. 

I have officially started the process of slowly changing my "career" into something I have wanted for a long time. I'm making small changes with the help and support from my parents that I had felt was lacking for so long. The other night as I was praying and thanking God for all that He has been helping me get through, I still found myself expressing the pain of the struggles I'm still working through. One of those things, as silly, selfish and stupid as this will sound was my disappointment in not getting tickets to MJ: The Musical. It was something I really wanted and was genuinely devastated to have missed. I have few things that I do and experience that bring me real joy, but music is one of them. I basically just asked if there was any way that could still be an option for me, please present the opportunity. 

Yesterday, I randomly decided to look up tickets (again) that people were re-selling for a reasonable price and I found TWO for less than a hundred dollars each!! I was literally shaking!! I put them in my cart so fast and asked my dad if he was down to go! He said YES!!!! WE GOT THE TICKETS!!! ✊🙌😭💗 I'm SOOOOOOO GRATEFUL AND HAPPY!!! You have no idea how much this means to me!! I KNOW this was a tender mercy and direct gift from GOD! He KNOWS I've been trying my best. He KNOWS I've been struggling. He KNOWS how much this meant to me. And He's given me this GIFT!! This EXPERIENCE and MEMORY that I will cherish FOREVER!! AGAIN. GOD IS SO GOOD!!! I truly felt His love for me in something as small and simple as this. The tickets aren't necessarily close to the stage but I still get to go and have a night out making memories with my dad. I am SO GRATEFUL!!! 🙏😭💓 God truly hears and answers our prayers, no matter how small. He truly cares about us; the big things and the little. Sure, I would have survived if I didn't get to go see this show, but it means the WORLD to me and God KNOWS that!! It's truly amazing to me! This was all on Him. And me exercising a tiny bit of humble faith.

In honor of this FANTASTIC NEWS I have to share one of my favorite songs from the musical!! The "duet" makes this song even more romantic and I have been obsessed for MONTHS! It's always been one of my favorite MJ songs and this version made me fall in love with it all over again!! 😍💕💓

Oh, why?

Looking out across the nighttime

The city winks a sleepless eye

Hear her voice shake my window

Sweet seducing sighs

Get me out into the nighttime

Four walls won't hold me tonight

If this town is just an apple

Then let me take a bite

If they say why, why

Tell them that it's human nature

Why, why, does he do me that way?

If they say why, why

Tell them that it's human nature

Why, why, does he do me that way?

Reaching out to touch a stranger

Electric eyes are еverywhere

See that girl, shе knows I'm watching

She likes the way I stare

If they say why, why

Tell them that it's human nature

Why, why, does he do me that way? (Does he do me that way?)

If they say why, why

Ooh, tell them

Why, why, does he do me that way? (Does he do me that way?)

I like livin' this way (I like livin' this way)

Why? Oh, why?

Ooh, ooh

Ooh, ooh

Ooh