Trauma

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Song: Trauma
Artist: NF

I feel REALLY angry, hurt, misunderstood and upset right now. I feel ignored and abandoned. I feel like a "lost cause" and everybody knows it. It feels like nobody cares what happens to me.

I had a big blow out with my dad. My relationship with my parents has been rocky for some time now (we mostly ignore one another). With my dad it's either, a) we don't talk, b) he tries to act like nothing is wrong or c) he tells me to "get over it." Get over my problems, my feelings, etc. With my mom, she's always pretending like there's nothing wrong. That makes everything worse. 

This song describes my current relationship with my father.



Say you're there when I feel helpless
If that's true, why don't you help me?
It's my fault, I know I'm selfish
Stand alone, my soul is jealous
It wants love, but I reject it
Trade my joy for my protection

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Say you're here, but I don't feel it
Give me peace, but then you steal it
Watch them laugh at all my secrets
Scream and yell, but I feel speechless
Ask for help, you call it weakness
Lied and promised me my freedom

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?
I hold you so proudly
Traumas, they surround me
I wish you'd just love me back

Grab my hand, I'm drowning
I feel my heart pounding
Why haven't you found me yet?

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