I Cry the Day I Take the Tree Down
Song: I Cry the Day I Take the Tree Down Artist: From Michael McLean's, The Forgotten Carols HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE !! I honestly can't believe it's the very last day of 2017! The years truly are going by faster and it's terrifying!! I can remember the beginning of this year so well. The middle is all a jumbled blur. I'm scared for a new year to begin. I'm also excited. I love having a fresh start. I love setting goals and resolutions and feeling determined and ready to take on the year and make something of myself. But I'm also terrified of failing again. Of coming up short. Being lazy. Procrastinating. And most of all, letting me fear win. My fears, doubts, anxieties and worries always end up winning in the end. They have been for the past 7 years!! I hope to come out victorious this year! To beat my deamons and send them to the dark abyss where they belong. I want to make changes and move forward and excel and ultimately just be happy with who I am. T...