I Cry the Day I Take the Tree Down

Song: I Cry the Day I Take the Tree Down
Artist: From Michael McLean's, The Forgotten Carols

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!!

I honestly can't believe it's the very last day of 2017! The years truly are going by faster and it's terrifying!! I can remember the beginning of this year so well. The middle is all a jumbled blur. I'm scared for a new year to begin. I'm also excited. I love having a fresh start. I love setting goals and resolutions and feeling determined and ready to take on the year and make something of myself. But I'm also terrified of failing again. Of coming up short. Being lazy. Procrastinating. And most of all, letting me fear win. My fears, doubts, anxieties and worries always end up winning in the end. They have been for the past 7 years!! I hope to come out victorious this year! To beat my deamons and send them to the dark abyss where they belong. I want to make changes and move forward and excel and ultimately just be happy with who I am. To accept myself, flaws, weaknesses and all. To embrace my true self. To be myself 110% and love it! Love every ounce of it!!

I'm sad Christmas is over. I'm sad these carefree days of sleeping in, eating whatever and whenever, hanging out with family, going to movies, laughing, dance parties, games, late nights talks will all be over. Everyone is going back to reality. School, work, the daily grind. That's why I found this song fitting. It came and it went way too fast. I miss it. "I want the season to last the year round." But I will cherish it always. I will always cherish these memories and times spent with my family. I'm so thankful and lucky I've gotten to share so much of my life with them (even if they drove me up a wall sometimes ;) Or I get offended or misunderstand them or lose my temper). I love them.


I thought I'd seen all the lights
And sung all the songs
I thought the holiday
Lasted a bit too long
I never shed any tears
When Christmas was through
Until I celebrated one with you

And now
I cry the day
that I take the tree down
I want the season
To last all year round
And I'm surrounded by
these memories
It's almost like you're here
with me




It's strange how things all change
When touched by love
We treasure things
we never thought much of

I cry the day
that I take the tree down
I want the season
To last all year round

And I'm dreaming of
Christmases when
We'll be together again


It's strange how things all change
When touched by love

We treasure things
we never thought much of

I cry the day
that I take the tree down
I want the season
To last all year round

And I'm dreaming of Christmases
When we'll be together
Again




HERE'S TO 2017!!
A YEAR OF GROWTH, CHALLENGES, OPPORTUNITIES AND MEMORIES THAT WILL LAST A LIFETIME!!

BRING IT ON 2018!!
I'M READY FOR FRESH STARTS, NEW OPPURTUNITIES AND POSITIVE CHANGES!!
HERE'S TO MORE GROWTH, FACING CHALLENGES WITH POSITIVITY, MAKING EVEN MORE MEMORIES, LIVING IN THE MOMENT, TAKING RISKS, LOTS OF LAUGHTER AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL, FINDING JOY IN THE JOURNEY AND LIVING MY BEST SELF! DISCOVERING WHO THAT IS AND EMBRACING AND LOVING EVERY PART OF HER!!

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