Music is my Therapy

Song: A Cure For Minds Unwell Artist: Lewis Capaldi "So, how am I supposed to see an end?  To my all-consuming, constant fear and dread.  When I can't even seem to make it out of bed?" 💔 Waking up too early, static on the TV Dressed in all the clothes I had on When yesterday decided I didn't need to fight with The hours and the seconds no more Doing all the things that I'm supposed to Working every day the way that most do Smiling while I'm hiding what I'm going through But you know, you know, you know That, if I'm being honest I couldn't tell you this is all I wanted I struggle sleeping 'cause the house feels haunted Filled with the shadows of regret and the things I should've said To the ones I laid to rest, and, lately I'm terrified that all my youth is fading Man, growing old is so excruciating Is there a cure for minds unwell? 'Cause my head's a living hell If I'm honest with myself Stumble as I'm leaving, one foo...

Song: The Gift of Tears Artist: Isaac Hanson This song spoke to my heart and soul this month. Isaac is going full  gospel  and I'm here for it! 👏 You can  feel  his heart on this track, he is singing from the very depths of his soul! "And when all hope is dead and gone... Pray on"  💓🙏 What a beautiful night for a wedding Between your heart and your soul It's a beautiful time for new beginnings Moving on, breaking free and letting go Have you ever been caught in a nightmare? Have you ever been trapped in a dream? Take a deep breath, close your eyes Open your heart and let love inside 'Cause the gift of tears will calm your fears And when all hope is dead and gone Pray on, oh pray on What a beautiful day to remember Who you were when you were young and naive Shooting for the moon Strumming out of tune Just a crazy kid born to believe Have your demons become your guardian angels? Does it feel like you've lost touch with the light? Oh, so take a deep breath, ...

I've neglected blogging for quite some time...I don't know why. I just haven't felt very motivated. But I had the absolute BEST month celebrating HANSON that I just had to come share my thoughts, new finds and admiration for this band I have been loving for the past 10 years!! 🤯💓 First up, this brand new song I discovered!! It's one of many songs that didn't make the Underneath album and I am in LOVE!! It was so exciting to find something old but new like this!! I've been fangirling HARD over it for the past several weeks!! Sun & Sky Taylor's vocals are killing me softly...😍 The lyric "A wishing tree" is a little cheesy but Taylor's vocal is so dang good I don't even care! A wishing tree, I asked for you Taking a moment from midnight You won't remember but I do Take me home, it's only me Trading the shadows for sunlight Can't control what you can't see So just let go Right now you're mine We'll make nothin...

Song: Here I Go Again Artist: Whitesnake  Yup. Always on my own. "H ere I go again on my own...l ike a drifter, I was born to walk alone. " 😔 Ouch. I feel that. But maybe, somehow, I can turn this into a positive thing...? " I've made up my mind, I  ain't wasting no more time..." 👊 Time to pick myself up by the bootstraps and start re-committing myself and my efforts to making positive changes in my life! I got this! #fakeittilimakeit 😅 I don't know where I'm going But I sure know where I've been Hanging on the promises in songs of yesterday And I've made up my mind I ain't wasting no more time Here I go again Here I go again Though I keep searching for an answer I never seem to find what I'm looking for Oh Lord, I pray you give me strength to carry on 'Cause I know what it means To walk along the lonely street of dreams And here I go again on my own Going down the only road I've ever known Like a drifter, I was born to w...

Song: Lucky Charms Artist: Anson Seabra Listened to this song because of the title, thinking it would be fun for St. Patrick's Day but then I heard the lyrics.... Same ceiling, different day, oh I'm awake so Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again Same lucky charms, in the same wall Look for rainbows But all the colors just go grey in the end Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to Friends say that I'm dramatic That I'm acting Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again I never thought that this would happen Kinda sad when When all you got is just a voice in your head Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I...

HAPPY PIG DAY! 🐷 Ohhhh myyyy GOSH!! 😂😂 As I thought of what I could do to "celebrate" "Pig Day" today (since I didn't have any ham or bacon to eat which was my original plan, lol) I was reminded of this FIRE song! Who's Afraid of the Big Bad Wolf by B5!! 🔥 Disney Mania fans anyone?? The nostalgia is real rn! I love it so much!! Full version I had also thought about watching a classic "pig" movie like Charlotte's Web or Babe,  but ultimately just didn't really....want to. (I've been experiencing MAJOR post-show blues today 😭 I wish I could go again!! I would go in a heartbeat if the opportunity arose! I always get so sad the day after an event I waited so long for has come and gone...)So, as I was reading all about "Pig Day" online I was reminded about the little Disney short The Three Little Pigs (hence the song-choice above) and watched that instead since it was only about ten minutes long. Then I read a list that m...

Song(s): Strong  & Where Do Broken Hearts Go? Artist: One Direction On a throw back kick today! One Direction was a solid boyband and it's really too bad they broke up, though several of the members have had very successful careers since then. One Direction songs are nostalgic, back to my late teen years/early 20's. Their songs also remind me of road trips with my family since my sister was especially obsessed with them and we all liked their music 😊 I'll be sharing more tomorrow since there are so many that stuck out to me but I didn't want to "over load" today's post like I sometimes do, haha. So don't forget to check back tomorrow! Both of these songs are bops!! 💕 My hands Your hands Tied up Like two ships Drifting Weightless Waves try to break it I'd do anything to save it Why is it so hard to say it? My heart Your heart Sit tight like book ends Pages Between us Written with no end So many words we're not saying Don't wanna wai...