Music is my Therapy

Song: Lucky Charms Artist: Anson Seabra Listened to this song because of the title, thinking it would be fun for St. Patrick's Day but then I heard the lyrics.... Same ceiling, different day, oh I'm awake so Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again Same lucky charms, in the same wall Look for rainbows But all the colors just go grey in the end Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I hate myself but I don't want to I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to I got some feelings I've been fighting Always hiding the truth I hate myself but I don't want to Friends say that I'm dramatic That I'm acting Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again I never thought that this would happen Kinda sad when When all you got is just a voice in your head Wish I could say, wish I could say That this won't last forever But every day, but every day It never seems to get better I...

HAPPY PIG DAY! 🐷 Ohhhh myyyy GOSH!! 😂😂 As I thought of what I could do to "celebrate" "Pig Day" today (since I didn't have any ham or bacon to eat which was my original plan, lol) I was reminded of this FIRE song! Who's Afraid of the Big Bad Wolf by B5!! 🔥 Disney Mania fans anyone?? The nostalgia is real rn! I love it so much!! Full version I had also thought about watching a classic "pig" movie like Charlotte's Web or Babe,  but ultimately just didn't really....want to. (I've been experiencing MAJOR post-show blues today 😭 I wish I could go again!! I would go in a heartbeat if the opportunity arose! I always get so sad the day after an event I waited so long for has come and gone...)So, as I was reading all about "Pig Day" online I was reminded about the little Disney short The Three Little Pigs (hence the song-choice above) and watched that instead since it was only about ten minutes long. Then I read a list that m...

Song(s): Strong  & Where Do Broken Hearts Go? Artist: One Direction On a throw back kick today! One Direction was a solid boyband and it's really too bad they broke up, though several of the members have had very successful careers since then. One Direction songs are nostalgic, back to my late teen years/early 20's. Their songs also remind me of road trips with my family since my sister was especially obsessed with them and we all liked their music 😊 I'll be sharing more tomorrow since there are so many that stuck out to me but I didn't want to "over load" today's post like I sometimes do, haha. So don't forget to check back tomorrow! Both of these songs are bops!! 💕 My hands Your hands Tied up Like two ships Drifting Weightless Waves try to break it I'd do anything to save it Why is it so hard to say it? My heart Your heart Sit tight like book ends Pages Between us Written with no end So many words we're not saying Don't wanna wai...

Song: What You Mean To Me Artist: From, Finding Neverland I technically already shared this song once before but it's so beautiful and romantic that I HAVE to share it again!😍💓 A Peter Pan inspired love song?? That's right up my alley! Standing here All at once All the words run dry Something changed Can't explain And I can't deny Turning in circles And blurring the lights The unspoken is calling us tonight I won't lie I'm a little bit  frightened Of my imagination Swear I'll try I'm feeling enlightened Your my inspiration We can fly if we want to I promise you that faith will give you wings Just take the second star on the right Straight ahead till morning light Just take the second star on the right Straight ahead till morning light Every word and every sentence Doesn't seem to make a difference Nothing can explain just what you mean to me Every shape and all the colours All the love from all the lovers Never quite express just what you mean t...

Song: Push Me Away Artist: The Jacksons Feeling a bit better today . A bit. I noticed I had a trend going on for several years on this particular day...minus a year or two. That trend being, I shared a Michael Jackson song! And since I LOVE MJ AND am eagerly counting down the days until I get to see MJ: The Musical (in 10 days to be exact❗❗) I figured it was only right to share a Michael Jackson song this year on this day!  Honestly, I don't totally remember how this song goes, but I do remember thinking it was smooth and would work for "Love Month" sooooo....let's give it a listen shall we?? *UPDATE* Ohhhh was I right!! 😍💓 Michael's vocals are smmooooth as silk and the groove is grooving! This was full of so much soul! Wow. Good choice on my part, lol 👍😆 Live and sigh, crying eyes Your touch, your heart, your warmth lullaby Live to dream, don't it seem The tears, the pain, Reality Don't you know These dreams I wish could be The real you and me I...

Song: Church Artist: Tom MacDonald & Brandon Hart feat. Nova Rockefellar  This clearly isn't a love song but it's an "expression" song. And I just don't have it in me to look up some lovey-dovey, sappy, sweet, romantic love song right now, not in the headspace I'm in. I've spent my weekend in isolation and self-pity. I've been doing things I'm ashamed of. I've resorted to bad habits and old, unhealthy coping mechanisms. I've given up.... again. It's so disheartening. I feel overwhelmed with shame and guilt.  This song really speaks to me. I know I don't totally relate to the lyrics, as they speak about struggles with alcoholism and drug addiction. But I have my own vices, my own "drugs" if you will that hold me captive. That I know are bad for me, yet I return to them time and time again. Because it makes me feel good,  at least for a little while. But then I'm left with the regret and depression of my actions. I...

Song(s): Little Love & Just Friends Artist(s): JADN & JORDY Remembered these two songs and I like them both soooooo....here ya go! Can you accept My soul's just living check to check And did you expect To know my bones are only second best In the room But they're all I've got for you Babe What if my right What if my wrong Have decided it was time to get along What if my hopes What if my dreams Turned out to be two completely different things Long nights, red lights, blue eyes, black tights, yeah And a little love Long dress, flawless, warm breath, hot mess, yeah And a little love Long hair, deep stare, don't care, kiss anywhere Oh my love little love tell me was it enough Can you relate My heart's just living break to break And can you recall That all my blood just runs on adderall And booze But it's all I've got for you Babe What if my right What if my wrong Have decided it was time to get along What if my hopes What if my dreams Turned out to ...