Reaper, Ghost 2 U, Feel Something & Breathing

Song(s): Reaper, Ghost 2 U, Feel Something & Breathing

Artist: Magnolia Park

I've been in my feels today....it's been a bad day. I'm disgusted and ashamed with myself. I feel so empty inside while at the same time feel all the things...all the bad, sad, overwhelming, angry, hurtful things. So this style and type of music is fitting. It feels right. 

Reaper 💀

This one sCrEaMs Halloween the most! 💀

I used to walk alone at night

Till the Reaper took my light

I feel it crawling in my skin

Embrace the dark and let him in

Till the reaper comes

Till the reaper comes

Till the reaper comes

Till the reaper comes

I'm not afraid of the Dark

Tired of falling apart

Though I can see him

I don't fear the reaper

I'm not afraid of the dark

Take my soul, can't take my spark

Though I can see him

I don't fear the reaper

Now I'm walking by his side

Pull the plug and take my life

Haunted sounds I can't ignore

Shut the curtains and lock the door

Till the reaper comes

Till the reaper comes

Till the reaper comes

Till the reaper comes

I'm not afraid of the dark

Tired of Falling apart

Though I can see him

I don't fear the reaper

I'm not afraid of the dark

Take my soul, can't take my spark

Though I can see him

I don't fear the reaper

Cold Hands in the air trying to hold me

Floating like a ghost over people who don't know me

Demons follow everywhere I go in the dark

Dancing on my grave try to put out my spark

I don't really know who I am anymore but I know what's mine

Take my heart take my soul don't need it anymore

Cause this time

I don't feel the reaper

I'm not afraid of the dark

Tired of falling apart

Though I can see him

I don't fear the reaper

I'm not afraid of the dark

Take my soul, can't take my spark

Though I can see him

I don't fear the reaper

I don't fear the reaper

I don't fear the reaper

Ghost 2 U 👻

The vibez of these songzzzz! 🤘😆 They're so nostalgic and have that iconic 2000's punk-rock sound that I remember loving as a young adolescent! Such a great way to express the crazy emotional hormones of youth (and in my case, still, as an old millennial 😬😫). 

I tried so hard

I tried everything

To just get back to you

To just get back to you

Cigarettes, burning with kerosene

Your purple dress, a picture perfect dream

Light it up, a burning effigy

Of you and me, the smoke will set me free

I'm trying to just

Just to ignore this

But he's with you

I can't, I can't ignore it

I tried so hard

I tried everything

To just get back to you

To just get back to you

I tried so hard

I tried everything

But I'm a ghost to you

But I'm a ghost to you

My heart was in your hands

Then you just left and never gave it back

A fool is what I am

You got my best and then threw out the rest

I'm trying to just

Just to ignore this

But he's with you

I can't, I can't ignore it

I tried so hard

I tried everything

To just get back to you

To just get back to you

I tried so hard

I tried everything

But I'm a ghost to you

But I'm a ghost to you

I'm trying to just

Just to ignore this

But he's with you

I can't, I can't ignore it

I tried so hard

I tried everything

To just get back to you

To just get back to you

I tried so hard

I tried everything

To just get back to you

To just get back to you

I tried so hard

I tried everything

But I'm a ghost to you

But I'm a ghost to you

Feel Something 

These next two songs belong on my monthly "Theme Song/Anthems" list more than my Halloween playlist. But since I've already shared my song choice of the month (the 11th is feelin' too early...it's not giving me enough time to find the songs that truly speak to where I'm at...maybe I should stick with 30 since I'm in my 30's? Idk. I do really love the song I chose for this month and it does resonate with me) I'm including them here. They're definitely heavy, moody songs which fits my vibe today so it works 🤷

I wanna sing out loud

And jump around

I wanna touch the sky

Mosh in the crowd

I wanna feel something

I wanna feel something

Don't say it's okay to not be okay

Do you think I like it when I get this way

I'm sorry I'm angry at myself

I'm sorry I haven't asked for help

Am I faded

Can I take it?

Just erase me

Call me crazy

When my daydreams

Turn to nightmares

I'm screaming

But no one cares

I wanna sing out loud

And jump around

I wanna touch the sky

Mosh in the crowd

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna sing out loud

And jump around

I wanna touch the sky

Mosh in the crowd

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I'm always the outcast, I'll take the blame

The first night you met me, you forgot my name

My credit card is two months overdue

I got to choose between gas or food

Am I faded

Can I take it?

Just erase me

Call me crazy

When my daydreams

Turn to nightmares

I'm screaming

But no one cares

I wanna sing out loud

And jump around

I wanna touch the sky

Mosh in the crowd

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna sing out loud

And jump around

I wanna touch the sky

Mosh in the crowd

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna feel something (feel something)

I wanna sing out loud

And jump around

I wanna touch the sky

Mosh in the crowd

Feel something

I wanna feel something

Breathing

BANGER!🙌🤘😭

I can't keep breathing

Ooohhhh

My world is sinking

You're leaving me out to dry

Do you ever feel alone?

Like the sky could come crashing down anytime now

Like a tight grip on your throat

You're lost and wandering

Flying' on broken wings

Feel your words like ice in my head

I can't rest, it's silence I dread

Feelings crushing burning my chest

Think it's enough, it's enough I've bled

I can't keep breathing

Ooohhhh

My world is sinking

You're leaving me out to dry

Cause I don't wanna go back, go back

I don't wanna know that, know that

I can't keep breathing

Find me where the angels cry

This is a trauma in the making

And not even god can save me

Hide my bodies in the basement

And now all my demons chase chase chase chase me

Feel your words like ice in my head

I can't rest, it's silence I dread

Feelings crushing burning my chest

Think it's enough, it's enough I've bled

I can't keep breathing

Ooohhhh

My world is sinking

You're leaving me out to dry

Cause I don't wanna go back go back

I don't wanna know that know that

I can't keep breathing

Find me where the angels cry

And I feel so disconnected

From the ones who that said they cared the most

You don't need to pretend anymore

Watch me bleed on the pavement

Let me die, don't you save me

And my sky was the ceiling

And it broke, and it broke, don't you see it

I can't keep breathing

Oooh

My world is sinking

(Find me where the angels cry)

I can't keep breathing

Ooohhhh

My world is sinking

You're leaving me out to dry

Cause I don't wanna go back, go back

I don't wanna know that, know that

I can't keep breathing

Find me where the angels cry

BONE-US SONG!!🦴

Sorry not sorry this is a long one today...music is my therapy and it's been one of those days I've needed music in my ears alll day long.

Song: Despicable Me

Artist: Pharrell Williams

Hahahaha, kinda funny of also...FACTS. 😑😠

I'm having a bad, bad day

It's about time that I get my way

Steamrolling whatever I see, huh

Despicable me

I'm having a bad, bad day

If you take it personal, that's okay

Watch, this is so fun to see, ugh

Despicable me

Why ask "Why?", better yet, "Why not?"

Why are you marking X on that spot?

Why use a blow torch, isn't that hot?

Why use a chainsaw, is that all you got?

Why do you like seeing people in shock?

But my question to you is "Why not?"

Why go to the bank and stand in line?

Just use a freeze gun, it saves me time

I'm having a bad, bad, day

It's about time that I get my way

Steamrolling whatever I see, huh

Despicable me

I'm having a bad, bad, day

If you take it personal, that's okay

Watch, this is so fun to see, ugh

Despicable me

Why ask "Why?" when this is art?

Why parallel when I could just park?

Why does Vector think that he's smart?

And does his dad know I know his part?

Why did I have to live with my mom?

Why do you think that I should be calm?

Why want the moon, the world's in my palm?

Is it crazy you think I've gone?

I'm having a bad, bad, day

It's about time that I get my way

Steamrolling whatever I see, huh

Despicable me

I'm having a bad, bad, day

If you take it personal, that's okay

Watch, this is so fun to see, ugh

Despicable me

Freeze ray!

Excuse me if you will

You look like you have time to kill (Freeze ray!)

Huh, can you chill?

'Cause Gru's got the speakers and the trunk to make you bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce

To make you bounce, bounce, bounce, bounce

Haha

I'm having a bad, bad, day

It's about time that I get my way

Steamrolling whatever I see, huh

Despicable me

I'm having a bad, bad, day

If you take it personal, that's okay

Watch, this is so fun to see, ugh

Despicable me

Despicable, despicable

Despicable me, despicable me

Despicable me, despicable me

Despicable me, despicable me

I'm having a bad, bad, day

It's about time that I get my way

Steamrolling whatever I see, huh

Despicable me

I'm having a bad, bad, day

If you take it personal, that's okay

Watch, this is so fun to see, ugh

Despicable me

JUST A "GHOST" OF A HUMAN WAITING FOR THE "REAPER"...WISHING I COULD FEEL BUT CAN'T "BREATHE" ANYMORE...DESPICABLE ME 

👻💀💔😨😑