Intro II, Therapy Session, Outro, Intro III, Outcast, WHY & TRUST

Song(s): Intro II, Therapy Session, Outro, Intro III, Outcast, WHY & TRUST (feat. Tech N9ne)

Artist: NF

It's been a year of NF for me so it only feels right that I feature some of his music during this holiday challenge!! He's definitely got songs that fit the dark moodiness of Halloween! 🖤And I know I've already shared most of these songs before back in March, but oh well. Deal.

Intro II

It's giving Haunted House vibes...but with real, deep meaning. It's just heavy and dark. And references blood. 🩸

I'm back, did anyone miss me?

They said a second record could be tricky

Well that's kind of funny cause I am not tripping

My fans, they know what it is and they with me

Yeah, I ain't the type that's gon' ride with the semi

I came from a town with three lakes and no city

I've been doing shows for nothing but pennies

When I leave the stage, they never forget me

Mansion was a glimpse of my life

I let you see what it's like to be in my head

People ask me what I think I think I be doin'

If it wasn't music, I'd rather be dead

You heard what I said, that was like me at a 3, you don't want to see me at 10

Or maybe you do

I promise if that is the case, then that is what you're gonna get

If you're looking for music with watered down lyrics, I promise that you need to go somewhere else

And if you want somebody to tell you everything that you wanna hear I won't be any help

This flow is familiar. I think I heard it before

Oh yeah, I made it myself

I left the door open to come in my mansion but I never said it's a beautiful house

Some of ya'll sat on the porch

Looked at my windows and stared at my door

They ask me if I'm going to kill it this record

I laugh in their face and I ask 'em, "Do you see the blood on the floor?"

He's at it again, NF is crazy he's bad for the kids

He never talks about nothing but him

Yeah, my friends say, "He's kind of a diva."

Well, you need to get some new friends

I'm as true as it gets

'Till I get on the stage and flip on the switch

And I go to a place where nobody is

If you putting my name in the song, that's something that you won't regret

I'm not lying to you here

I remember the shows when no one was there

I remember the shows when nobody cared

Some people in front of me laughing like, "He isn't going nowhere."

It's funny now, isn't it?

This type of life isn't how I envisioned it

This type of life, it just ain't how I pictured it

I'm in the back of the tour bus, trying to face how my family is different.

Not what you think it is

Write a review, tell me what you think of this

Give me three stars and call me an idiot

But to be honest, it don't make a difference

I know some people don't get it

But you have now entered the Therapy Session

If you don't like music that's personal, I have no clue what you people are doing here

Might as well throw out the record

I pull up a chair

I track through my music like nobody's there

Only person I judge is the one in the mirror

And lately he ain't doin' well

I don't need ya'll in my ear

I'm tired of hearing it

You call it music, I call it my therapist

she keeps on telling me I have been carrying way too much baggage, I need to take care of it

I know she's right, but man it's embarrassing

Music has raised me more than my parents did

Take out a picture of us and I stare at it

Who am I kidding? You probably ain't hearing this

Show me an artist you want to compare me with

You put us both on a track, I'm a bury 'em

Give me this shovel, it's 'bout to get scarier

None of you want to attack what you staring at

I see you got beats, but where is the lyrics at?

NF is the logo, you know I been wearing that

Don't come to my show and be sittin' in the very back

I call you out in the crowd like, "There he is!"

I thought I'd be happy. It feels like I'm cursed

It's hard to be clean when you play in the dirt

You gave me this place to go when I'm hurting

I thought it'd get better, but it's getting worse

And I got nobody to blame when I work, like 24/7

I ain't been to church, and Satan keep callin' me, he tryin' to flirt

I hang up the phone, these are more than just words

I drive on that highway and listen to Mansion

I look up to God like, "When did this happen?"

Yelling with all of my fans to "Wake up!"

But feel like I haven't

I get emotional. I didn't plan this

I'm doing things I never imagined

I'm sorry but I gotta leave

I don't wanna be late for my therapy session

Therapy Session

The freaking music video for this song!! It's dark y'all! In the REALEST ways possible which makes it even more terrifying than songs about monsters and ghosts. NF is so real on this one. It's incredibly heavy and could be triggering for some people. Proceed at your own risk.

Yeah, I got off stage like a month ago

I was talking to fans

And one of 'em pulled me aside and said

"We never met, but I swear that you know who I am

I've been through a lot

I don't know how to express it to people, don't think that I can

But I got that Mansion CD on rotation

That's real for me, Nate, you do not understand"

It's crazy for me

Kids hit me up, say they slittin' they wrists on the daily

This music is more than you think

Don't book me for just entertainment, it's entertainin'

Hearin' these parents, they telling their kids

My music is violent—you gotta be kidding me

I guess that your definition of violence and mine

Is something that we look at differently

How do you picture me, huh?

Want me to smile, you want me to laugh?

You want me to walk on the stage with a smile on my face

When I'm mad and put on a mask? For real though

I mean, what you expect from me?

I'm tryna do this respectfully

They say that life is a race

I knew my problems would prolly catch up eventually

I do my best to be calm

How you gon' write me and tell me you'd slaughter my family?

That's just a glimpse to the stuff that gets sent to me

These are the parts of my life they don't never see, woo!

I am aware, it's aggressive

I am not here for acceptance

I don't know what you expected

But what you expect when you walk in a therapy session, huh?

Therapy, therapy session

Therapy, therapy session

This girl at the show looked me in the face

And told me her life's full of drama (Yeah!)

Said her dad is abusive

Apparently, he likes to beat on her mama

I got so angry inside

I wanted to tell her to give me his number

But what you gon' do with it, right?

You gon' hit him up then he'll start hittin' her harder, that's real

These kids, they come to my shows

With tears in they eyes

'Magine someone looking at you

And sayin' your music's the reason that they are alive

Sometimes I don't know how to handle it

This type of life isn't glamorous

This ain't an act for the cameras (Nah!)

You see me walk on these stages

But have no idea what I'm dealing with after it, nah!

I put it all in the open

This is the way that I cope with all my emotion

I'm taking pictures with thousands of people

But honestly, I feel like nobody knows me

I'm tryin' to deal with depression

I'm tryin' to deal with the pressure

How you gon' tell me my music does not have a message

When I'm lookin' out at this crowd full of people I know I affected? Agh!

I got some things in my life (My life)

I know I should let 'em go (Let 'em go)

Let me jot it down (Jot it down)

Let me take a mental note (Mental note)

I put it all in this microphone (Microphone)

Think about that for a minute

What is the point of this song? I'm just ventin'

But what you expect from a therapy session, huh?

Therapy, therapy session

Therapy, therapy session

What you think about me

—That doesn't worry me

I know I handle some things immaturely

I know that I need to grow in maturity

I ain't gon' walk on these stages, in front of these people

And act like I live my life perfectly

That doesn't work for me

"Christian" is not the definition of what "perfect" means, woo!

I ain't the type to be quiet

I ain't gon' sit here in silence

If I wouldn't say what I say to your face

Then I promise you, I wouldn't say it in private

I am not lyin'

People go off on my page, and I'm tryin' to quit the replyin'

But this is ridiculous!

I'm passionate, man, I really mean what I'm writing!

You want me to keep it a hundred?

Okay, I'll keep it a hundred

I see a whole lot of talkin' on socials

But honestly, I don't see nothing in public

I kinda love it, yeah

"Why don't you write us some happy raps?

That would be awesome"

"All of your music is moody and dark, Nate"

—Don't get me started (Yeah!)

You wanna know what it's like if you met me in person?

Listen to my verses

This music is not just for people

Who sit in the pews and pray at the churches, nah!

I won't reject it

I don't expect everyone to respect it

I don't expect you to get my perspective

But what you expect from a therapy session?

Huh?

I mean, I think sometimes people—they confuse what I'm doin'

I write about life, I write about things that I'm actually dealing with

Something that I'm actually experiencing

This is real for me

Like, this is something that personally helps me as well

I'm not confused about who gave me the gift

God gave me the gift and He gave me the ability to—to do this

And He also gave me this as an outlet

And that's what music is for me

When I feel something, whether it's anger

Um, it's a passion about something—or frustration

Like, this is where I go

This is—this is—that's the whole "NF Real Music" thing, man

This is real for me—I need this

This is a therapy for me

Outro

I mean he literally says "This is for the kids feeling like they live at the bottom and every day of they lives looks like it's darker than Halloween!" 🎃💀👻 The song (and video) have very dark and intense vibes which works well for this time of year.

I'm dedicated, the definition of dedication

Wrote this whole record while I was levitating

Sittin' in my room with the pen and paper, I'm innovative

They've been afraid of me since I was a second grader

I'm the kid on the playground momma told you to never play with

There's levels of music - and I'm in the elevator

Going up to the top floor, look how we elevated

But you don't know the brand by now, you better get educated

Take both of my arms, rip 'em out of sockets and seperate 'em

Forgive me, yeah, I know I get animated

Don't matter, I still write a better record than yours without a hesitation

Never been more motivated

Just look at all the minds I've opened and penetrated

See, I am the voice of all these kids that think things but never say 'em

That's why they come to my shows wearing the NF hoodies and hats low like we're carrying weapons

Put the controllers away, it's game over

I promise I'm way colder

The fans keep saying that they're hungry for new music, well that's pretty convenient because I just made a plate for 'em

And now I'm hearing none of y'all are saying

I just sit at the keys feeling the music

Got me thinking I'm Beethoven

The game needs a makeover

If you've been waiting, the wait's over

You ain't notice, y'all about to witness a takeover, I'm home!

Yeah, they waiting on me to match that

The emotion I had in the last one

But if I don't, they gonna tell me that I'm losing my passion

If I do am I repeating my actions?

Yeah, look, "How Could You Leave Us" is massive

There ain't nothing I can write that'll match that

My biggest fear writing this record wasn't putting out trash

It was disappointing myself and the fanbase

Now I want you to picture me

I'm in a hotel rapping, crying on the floor of the bathroom

Staring in the mirror, my room, hand shaking playing "How Could You Leave Us" through the speakers on my iPhone

Trying to figure out if I'ma always feel the way that I feel

Or maybe someday I can learn to be happy

Or maybe I can't be, 'cause if the music ain't emotional enough are they gonna call me a has-been?

Pain's always been the root of my music

If I cut it off, how am I supposed to keep growing

If I let it go, won't my whole career be in ruins?

That's when I realized this whole conversation is stupid

I never cared to impress people that don't even know me

I just write what I feel, somehow it started a movement

Trying to enjoy a career but I don't know how to do it

When I spend all of time my being afraid I'ma lose it

But then I figured out the reason they follow me

The reason the why these fans surrounding me

It's not 'cause I'm a "Rap God"

I don't need you people to bow to me

All they ever did was doubted me, now everyone's proud of me

Acknowledge me or not, you ain't ignoring the following

I'm just teaching 'em something they couldn't learn in they colleges

This is for the kids feeling like they live at the bottom and every day of they lives looks like it's darker than Halloween

Yeah, you ain't alone out there, look around you—we got a lot of fans in here

Couple hundred thousand, that's what we did last year

Listen to Intro 3, trying to kill my fear

They'll get that in a minute

We about to shatter the critics

I am a savage admit it

A lot of baggage I live in

That's why the passion is different

Really don't care if they get it

We're only three records in it, and this is just the beginning

I'm home!

Real music...

Intro III

This song has always been so creepy because it's an EPIC battle between Nate and Fear and it's got allll the spooky vibes! Fear is the #1 most felt feeling at Halloween time, am I right!? 😱👻

[Fear (Nathan):]

What, are you scared of me? That's embarrassing

If it wasn't for me, you would've never wrote Therapy

I've been here for you, but how come you're never there for me?

It's a little bit twisted, but I miss when you and I had scary dreams

(I don't really wanna talk about it)

Well, that's too bad now, Nate, shut up

Now where were we?

Way back in the day when

You and I had it all mapped out in the basement

Cryin' in your room like a baby

("I wish mom was here")

We all do so we wouldn't have to hear about it

Every single record you don't really wanna change me

Yeah, I'm the one that made this happen

Do you really wanna get rid of your main attraction?

Let's pack our bags and go back to Gladwin now

Yeah, it's time for the third record

And you know I got the content

I don't wanna make you nervous

But it ain't like it used to be

We got a lotta people watchin'

You told me that you don't want me in your life, that's pretty hard to digest

And I told you I'd leave when we die

And we ain't died yet

Therapy Session was beautiful, Nate, but I'm wonderin' what's comin' next

Yeah, get that stupid hat off of your head when I'm talkin' to you, you hear what I said?

You don't like the prison I built you?

Yeah, you wanna know what the funny thing is?

You keep on talkin' to me like a stranger, but we've been together since you were a kid

Took us from a no-name

Told you everything was okay

Now you tryna cut me out of it like I ain't never been a part of it

I am the heart of it, I made this whole thing

Yeah, I put us on the dope stage

You must have no brain

What's the point of having guns if you can't aim?

What's the point of having blood with no veins?

What's the point of having love with no pain?

What I'm sayin' is, me without you doesn't make any sense

I know I'm intense and controlling, but you need to learn how to cope with it

That's just the way that it is

If you didn't want me to live in your house, you shouldn't have let me move in

It's comfortable in here and I like it, I got my own room and everything

It don't get better than this

You say you wanna own your life, then wake up and take your own advice

You just mad 'cause you know I'm right

Yeah, I'm flattered you put me in Mansion, but you should've told 'em right

Hold your hands on the coldest nights

You didn't tell 'em 'bout the times you and I used to hold the mic

I mean, what are you, outta your mind?

'Cause both of us will be, come on, let's go outside

Is this what you wanted?

Both of us out in the open? Let's do it then

I mean, why are you doin' this?

I know that you're mad, but I'm not in the mood for this

We got a record to drop

So why you actin' like I'm not a part of it?

(And where is my shovel at?)

Prolly out back where it always is

You can't get rid of all of me

I'm the reason why

(Nah, shut up, I don't wanna hear another sentence)

Hey, I'm NF

"Is it me or the fear talkin'?"

Ha, What a dumb question

Yeah, it's real music 'til the day we die, right? (Yeah) Ain't that the slogan, Nathan?

(Thought I told you to keep your mouth shut)

I mean, so what? You know I never listen

Let me guess

We gon' dig a hole, kill the track, and prolly put a beat in it

Rap about it for like three minutes

Ayy, that's pretty deep, isn't it?

Wait a minute, you don't really think for a second that you're puttin' me in this?

(No, of course not, just a lil' deeper then we'll go inside and we can stop diggin')

Woo

You had me scared for a second, I thought we were diggin' my grave

[Nathan:]

We did, what, you don't like bein' afraid?

Here's a dose of your own medicine

What, you don't like how it tastes?

My therapist told me don't bury my issues, but I'ma be honest, man, I'm feelin' great

I think it's only right we go back to where you were created

I wrote a song for Johnny without you, but he ain't gon' like it, let's see how he takes it

He prolly don't even remember us, does he?

I wish I was burying anger, but both of us know I'ma need him for that song

He still lives in the basement

Almost done, shoulda done this a year ago

I don't know why I waited

You know how I get it, I put everything off in my personal life, you hear what I'm sayin'?

That was a joke

Yeah, it's hilarious, ain't it?

You'll spend the rest of your life in my backyard or back of my mind, depends how you see it

Put the shovel away, time to go back in the house now, you'll be out in a week

Tellin' me you want your room back, that's funny, what, you ain't got nowhere to sleep?

I'ma just look out the window and laugh at you, this is crazy to me

'Cause I thought you had me in prison this whole time, but I'm the one holdin' the keys

Outcast

I was just thinking about this music video and thought it worked well for Halloween; between being locked in a cage, his dark clothing and the creepy, black smile painted on his face...it feels very fitting.

Woke up in the cell, where am I at?

Yeah, it's cold, but I like that

What, am I trapped?

Heart's beating out of my chest

Door's locked, but the keys are in my hands

Hm, yeah, that's weird, it doesn't make sense, does it?

I make songs, I don't make friends, judge me

Might smile, but it ain't that funny

Sing along to the pain, they love it

Life's like a merry-go-round

And I'm still tryna figure it out

I like space I don't fit in the crowds

My whole life I've been airin' it out

Oh, I'm gettin' into character now

Feels wrong, but it feels right

My feelings seal tight real nice

But I will fight anything to win

But I'm not Mike Tyson, I won't bite ya'

But I will tell you if I don't like you

I am not the norm

I got my own shoes, I ain't tryna fit in yours

I never been married, but I've felt divorced

Hi, I'm Nate, have we met before

Somebody told you I was wack? Check the source

Somebody told you I was back? Yes, of course

You got a problem with the fans? There's the door

You lookin' for the old me? Check the morgue, ah!

Not a fortune-teller, but I can see into the future better

Ain't no tellin' what'll happen when I pick up the microphone, get the fans together

Same style, but the songs are better

Been a year and a half, feels like it's gone forever

Ain't no drink in my hand, but you know the buzz is comin'

Big steps in the game, yeah, the Hulk is running

My thoughts are funny, it feels like I'm on to something, yeah

I'm high off the music, my head's in the clouds

I kinda like it up here, I'm not comin' down

I'd rather be alone, I am not good in crowds

Which is kinda confusin' I know, been that way since a child

They laughin', they tell me I'll never get out

I'm just tryna be me, I am nobody else

I don't care what you think, I'm just bein' myself

So I guess for now

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I guess I'll be the outcast

Yeah, I guess I don't fit the mold of rap

'Cause I'm respectin' women

"I heard your record, I was laughin at it"

Maybe they would like me more if I got a little graphic with it

Nah, I don't wanna blend in with you little rappin' idiots, I'd rather be the outcast

I ain't never puttin' out trash

I take a hundred and staple it right to my tongue

I always put the money where my mouth's at, ah!

Feels good to be here now

I'm a weird person with a weird crowd

What, you don't like that?

That's cool, that's great, that's fine, okay, you can leave now

Got a weird smile, but I like it though

I paint it on me and I'm walkin' to the microphone

And put the caution tape around me like I did in Intro I, yeah!

Yeah, they got me reminiscin' now!

You done know I'm 'bout to go mad

Never wanted something so bad

Goosebumps through the whole track

Ain't no way I'm gonna hold back

Got me thinkin' that I'm cookin' in a meth lab

I don't blow it up in front of my own eyes

You look a little lost, you ain't get that?

Comin' from a town where nobody is a rapper

Guess I never get the memo, must've missed that

Wow!

Here I go in my feelings again, I can feel it again

So I lay in my bed, in my cell with the pen

And I dwell on my sins, I keep wonderin' when

Time to open the doors, they don't know who I am

But I pick up the keys and I put on my Timbs

And I stare at the locks and the tat on my skin

And I think to myself, "I don't wanna fit in"

I'm high off the music, my head's in the clouds

I kinda like it up here, I'm not comin' down

I'd rather be alone, I am not good in crowds

Which is kinda confusin', I know, been that way since a child

They laughin', they tell me I'll never get out

I'm just tryna be me, I am nobody else

I don't care what you think, I'm just bein' myself

So I guess for now

Yeah, I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I guess I'll be the outcast

Yeah, tryna focus

Take a knife to my head then I cut it open

Take my brain, put it on the floor tryna figure out my motives

Y'all thought I was an issue when the door was locked

Nah, you should see me when the door opens

Every night I can hear voices

Put a camera in my face, might turn Joker like I'm Mike Posner

Always been a little complex

Difficult to process

Some of y'all wanna sit around and try to pick apart my bars

Here's some lines you could dissect:

If I'ma die, I'ma die givin' everything that I have

Take a deep breath, I don't need y'all's respect

I'm a reject kid at recess playin' games with his make-believe friends

Yeah, I don't ever take a night off

Lights off in the room and I write songs

I might fall into my thoughts once in a while when the mic's off

You ain't ever seen no drive like mine, better hop outta my car

I'm about to unlock my doors

You ain't got a seat belt on, better find one

Gettin' sick of people tellin' me to smile more

T.S. was a chapter I'll never forget, it was therapy for me

But it's time to turn the page now

Hey, shut up! I'm tryna tell 'em my story!

I'm sorry, I wasn't yellin' at y'all, I was talkin' to the voices

I rip out the drums of the industry's ears for tryin' to ignore me and playin' while singin' this chorus

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I guess I'll be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I'll just be the outcast

I guess I'll be the outcast

WHY

The most "Halloween" vibey song yet (IMO)! The black smile, the creepy location and the reference to PENNYWISE 🤡🎈...I couldn't help myself! Plus, this song SLAPS! 🔥 It's freaking INCREDIBLE!! 

Too many faces, too many faces, too many faces

Yeah, what's your definition of success? (ayy!)

I don't trust the thoughts that come inside my head (woo!)

I don't trust this thing that beats inside my chest

Who I am and who I wanna be can not connect; why?

Don't think I deserve it? You get no respect (woo!)

I just made a couple mil', still not impressed

Let You Down goes triple platinum, yeah, okay, okay, I guess (ayy!)

Smile for a moment then these questions startin' to fill my head, not again!

I push away the people that I love the most; why? (woo!)

I don't want no one to know I'm vulnerable; why? (woo!)

That makes me feel weak and so uncomfortable; why? (ayy!)

Stop askin' me questions, I just wanna feel alive

Until I die—this isn't Nate's flow (woo!)

Just let me rhyme; I'm in disguise

I'm a busy person, got no time for lies; one of a kind

They don't see it; I pull out they eyes; I'm on the rise!

I've been doin' this for most my life with no advice (woo!)

Take my chances, I just roll the dice, do what I like

As a kid, I was afraid of heights, put that aside

Now I'm here and they look so surprised, well so am I, woo!

They don't invite me to the parties but I still arrive

Kick down the door and then I go inside

Give off that "I do not belong here" vibe

Then take the keys right off the counter, let's go for a ride

Why do y'all look mortified? (ayy!)

I keep to myself, they think I'm sorta shy, organized

Let You Down's the only song you've heard of? Well then you're behind (woo!)

Story time; wish that I could think like Big Sean does, but I just can't decide (aah!)

If I should stick my knife inside of Pennywise

I, I don't care what anybody else thinks—lies (haha!)

I do not need nobody to help me—lies

I kinda feel guilty 'cause I'm wealthy; why?

I don't understand, it's got me questionin' like, "Why?

Just tell me why"—not back to this flow

Inside I feel divided

Back when I ain't had a dime, but had the drive

Back before I ever signed, I questioned life, like, "Who am I, man?" Woo!

Nothin' to me's ever good enough

I could be workin' for twenty-four hours a day and think I never did enough

My life is a movie but there ain't no tellin' what you're gonna see in my cinema (no!)

I wanna be great but I get it in the way of myself and I think about everything that I could never be

Why do I do it though? Ayy, yeah

Why you always lookin' aggravated?

Not a choice, you know I had to make it

When they talk about the greatest, they gon' probably never put us in the conversation

Like somethin' then I gotta take it

Write somethin' then I might erase it

I love it, then I really hate it

What's the problem, Nathan? I don't know!

I know I like to preach to always be yourself (yeah)

But my emotions make me feel like I am someone else

Me and pride had made a pact that we don't need no help

Which feels like I'm at war inside myself but I forgot the shells

I hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell

A lot of people know me, but, not a lot know me well

Hold my issues up for all to see, like show and tell

A lot of people know me, but, they don't know me well

Too many faces, too many faces, too many faces

TRUST (feat. Tech N9ne)

I added this song to the list because of the intesnity and the lines about "I finally had to sit with the devil" 👿 and "I'm a death bringer" 💀 Tech N9ne's verse also says the words "wicked" and "skeletons" soooo...I mean....😅 I will literally make ANYTHING work! 😂 The music at the beginning also sounds like it would be in a horror movie so that works too! 

Focus on it every single day, I wanna figure out a way

To get ahead of what I think I know is coming

It's obvious you got a problem if you always tryna make it seem

As if you've never been afraid, then why you runnin'?

I could never look at what I do the way that other people can

And walk away, I can't be separated from it

Stickin' out my neck is how I made it where I'm at

You wanna cut it up but can't, man, they can never take it from me

(I'm) Outlandish, take chances

Gotta get it while I can with my damage

My sanity could leave but if it vanished

Don't matter to me, I'd still manage

Gue-Guess you could say I'm at an advantage

My vantage point can be quite lavish

Got so many cadences

No way to pick one, which bag is my hand in

Depends what mood I'm in

Oh, no, I'm in a mood again

Lord knows I'm a hooligan

Losin' it, who can get gruesome with

You if it comes down to what you can bet?

I shoot direct, defuse the threat

And they wonder why the music has a huge effect?

Could it be 'cause I've been the go-to when it comes to depth?

'Cause I'm the one that they be callin' when the people get fed up

And want the music with the visuals, I got a vendetta

For any part of me that wanna make it hard to get set up

And take away the happiness, it can be kinda pathetic

But when I look at everything that's tryna give me a headache

I gotta be honest, I really been the cause of it, get it

'Cause I can see a side of me you'll never see, you can tell when

I'm at the breakin' point, I finally had to sit with the devil

I went into hell and I asked him what the problem is yellin'

He tried to get me to live with him, even called me a sinner

And told me everything about me doesn't feel like a winner

So why continue when he's tellin' me I might as well give up?

I took a moment, thought about it, feelin' caught in the middle

But got offended when he told me I would live in a kennel

And I can never leave it, even if I made it to heaven

He'd find a way to get me back and send a demon to get me

I'm like "Woah (Woah), hold up, I don't think so"

Skin and bones meet my ego

How's he look? He don't eat much

Let him starve, I don't feed him

I just beat him, I just leave him in his womb, in a fetal

Let him cry, let him yell, let him scream, I don't need him

Lift off when I'm ticked off, my pitfalls I latch onto like a pit dog

I sit calm with a sick thought of a sitcom of the life I live

Life I live's more like a sci-fi flick

I hide in, wanna watch? Dive right in

My silence doesn't mean I'm dyin'

Just means I'm careful with the time I spend, so

(Look, look) Look what I, look what I done (Ayy)

Helpin' 'em people I love (I love)

My life is not what it was (No)

I do whatever I must (Woo)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Count on one hand who I trust (Yeah)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Tech N9na, next king up

Everyone knowin' that I'm a death bringer

That lingua vexing ya

Leavin' a regular rapper resting, bruh (Chyeah)

This is what, I give it such

An incredible wicked rush, a vivid gush

Of poetical livid stuff to rid his gruff

Said, I better go rip it rough and I lit it up

The prestige I gather from people lovin' the Tech speed (Whoop)

Lyrically elect me, Jet Li

The beat, it got ya bobbin' until your neck bleed (Whoop)

That is tellin' me "Let's feed"

On the bitter the bogus the hitter will focus

Deliver the doses and give a critter the dopest

Spitter to flow sick and now the quitter corrosive

A swig of the roguish'll give your liver cirrhosis (Chyeah)

The boogie monster rappin' with NF in the hoodie

Want to step into the session and fully conquer

The weapon to lessen our profession go bully bonkers (Chyeah)

Left in a wreck, never checkin' nor could he stomp us

Take his crown

Thought he was gonna make us run away in a battle with his fakish frown

Shake his ground

Like I'm a Mechagodzilla, I'm such a killer when I break it down (Uh)

These flows are the cheat code for the weak Joes

That need those Elite bros with the heat, so

They can eat on the D low

Off a beast yo' ego, got it vetoed (Chyeah)

Please close your beak foes, delete scrolls

Taken from me, thiefs chose to try to decode (Chyeah)

Reload the beat, so I can reach each soul

No cease, no finito, release (Go!)

I am the chosen and everyone is beholdin'

My energy is golden 'cause dominion is being broken

From enemies in the open approachin', I'm never jokin'

The remedy bein' spoken, I'm hopin' that you're soakin' it up (Chyeah)

I'm in the motion, I'm dope and I'm never chokin'

My devotion to floatin' like an ocean, the Holy Ghost and

I'm scopin' the evil folk and revokin' the wicked notion

I'm croakin', I'm really floatin' and quotin' that I'm closin' it up (Chyeah)

Talkin' behind my back

End up where N9ne is at see me and say

Kinda wack, you could not find the knack

Hit you with a rhyme attack freely and spray

I'ma beat you 'cause I'm greedy and slay, if you're creepy and cray

I'ma eat you like PB&J, kiwi and grapes

I'ma demolish 'em when the T be in play, pray!

A stunna recordin' in my number three Jordans

Dungaree sportin', the tongue on me is gonna be scorchin'

The punishin' hunter eat like a hung-ary orphan (Chyeah)

T9 and NF are elephants

In the room without a closet for skeletons

Quit embellishin', a demon from hell is sent

Yell it went, Donny, you're outta your element! (Ayy)

Look what I, look what I done (Ayy)

Helpin' 'em people I love (I love)

My life is not what it was (No)

I do whatever I must (Woo)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Count on one hand who I trust (Yeah)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Look what I, look what I done (What I done)

Helpin' 'em people I love (I love)

My life is not what it was (No)

I do whatever I must (Woo)

Count on one hand who I trust (I trust; ayy)

Count on one hand who I trust (I trust; yeah)

Count on one hand who I trust (Ayy)

Count on one hand who I trust

THIS ONE'S FOR ALL THE OUTCASTS BATTLING FEAR! 👊💀