One More Christmas With You

Song: One More Christmas With You

Artist: A Girl Named Tom

I was introduced to this sweet group after they opened for Pentatonix at their Christmas concert. They are a brother-sister group (two brothers, one sister) who won The Voice not too long ago. They were so adorable and I guess I'm just a sucker for sibling groups 😏 I have really been enjoying their Christmas album! 

This song is a tear jerker! 😢 I remember getting a lump in my throat when they said they wrote this song about their father who passed away in January. I had tears in my eyes as they sang because it made me think of my two grandparents I lost this year and of course my sweet puppy dog. 💔 Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed my mom wiping away tears. I'm sure she was thinking about her father. 

I feel so very alone right now. I miss my little dog so much. I miss his companionship. When everybody else has someone, I had him. And he made me so happy. Now, everyone has someone and I have no one. I am sitting in my room listening to my sister and her new boyfriend play games with my parents. I'm too shy and uncomfortable to be up there with them. I need more family support around. So now I'm just the creepy older sister who stays locked away in her room all night (which could get disastrous as I sort of need to pee 😬). I wonder what my sister has told him about me. There's not much to tell which is what makes me the most uncomfortable. It sucks being alone, especially during the holidays. 

This holiday season is going to be harder than ever. Missing two special grandparents who were always here before, my sister who did everything with me I now hardly see because she does everything with her BF (I shouldn't be jealous and I am happy for her...it just makes me feel sad that the fun things we used to do together don't happen anymore...) and of course, missing every single thing about my best friend. I miss our winter walks. When the sidewalks and trails would be clear but the grass was covered in snow. You looked so adorable in your little, winter coat! And the snow didn't stop you from getting to your favorite tree or fire hydrant, even when you would sink down into it! 😂 The holidays are never going to feel the same and I don't know when they will every really feel happy and magical like they did before. I wish I could go back two years. To spend one more Christmas with all of you! 💔😭

*Sadly, I can't find the lyrics*

Wishing I had one more Christmas with you! 

🖤🐾🤍💙💔