Hanson Month 2020 Day 15
Song: Misery
Artist: Hanson, Underneath
Another song I have actually always really liked but skip over more often then not. I'm happy I get to listen to it again today! I don't have much else to say about this song.....probably because I'm a little more unfamiliar with it than others. And not to be depressing but....I've been feeling like "misery" lately. Things are just not going great and I feel so tired and drained. I don't have any fight left. Yesterday I had a scary experience while I was pulling out of a parking lot....I didn't see a car coming (I may have been distracted adjusting the volume on the radio 😳) so when I looked up and saw it I tried to slam on my brake and....I stepped on the gas instead!!! Thank the heavens nothing happened but it was very scary and embarrassing nonetheless! Not to mention there was a parent and child walking on the sidewalk literally directly across from where I was and I saw them staring at me. I was mortified and terrified! It makes me not want to drive again and I already have a phobia with driving in the first place so this isn't helpful. I know this is something fairly minor and I can't even begin to imagine what a real accident would be like!! That's one reason I hate driving in the first place, the thought of being in any kind of accident terrifies me! I've also been doing a lot of emotional eating these past few months and have gained a lot of weight. I've never been a "skinny" girl before and have had terrible body issues most of my life so, just add that to the list of things making me depressed and you have a real emotional mess!!! 😭😭 I wish I had someone to talk too. I'm feeling more lonely then ever and I've spent most of my life feeling alone. It's the type of "lonely" that is difficult to express. I live with my family (which I am so grateful for, especially during these times) so I'm technically not really "alone" but.....I have been craving outside friendship more than I ever have these past few months! Ugh. No. I'm stopping this. I'm not doing this here. Not today. Not with Hanson. Honestly, doing these posts have made me really happy and I have enjoyed re-visiting their music! I mentioned that I felt a little embarrassed reading some of my past Hanson posts.....even though I don't feel I'm quite as much of a "Fanson" as I was before, I still appreciate their music and the joy it has brought me over the past several years. And of that I can never feel ashamed.
This time I won't take it back
'Cause something's coming for you
This time I'm going to breathe a breath
Walking on down the road
I can never promise that you'll never be lonely
But as long as we're together it can always only be
Misery
Last night I got off the fence
'Cause I won't be the fool
On this side the grass is greener than
The garden that I used to grow
I'm walking on down the road
I can never promise that you'll never be lonely
But as long as we're together it can always only be
Misery
Misery, Misery
I can never promise that you'll never be lonely
But as long as we're together it can always only be
Misery, Misery, Misery
This time I won't take it back
Cause I won't be the fool
Artist: Hanson, Underneath
Another song I have actually always really liked but skip over more often then not. I'm happy I get to listen to it again today! I don't have much else to say about this song.....probably because I'm a little more unfamiliar with it than others. And not to be depressing but....I've been feeling like "misery" lately. Things are just not going great and I feel so tired and drained. I don't have any fight left. Yesterday I had a scary experience while I was pulling out of a parking lot....I didn't see a car coming (I may have been distracted adjusting the volume on the radio 😳) so when I looked up and saw it I tried to slam on my brake and....I stepped on the gas instead!!! Thank the heavens nothing happened but it was very scary and embarrassing nonetheless! Not to mention there was a parent and child walking on the sidewalk literally directly across from where I was and I saw them staring at me. I was mortified and terrified! It makes me not want to drive again and I already have a phobia with driving in the first place so this isn't helpful. I know this is something fairly minor and I can't even begin to imagine what a real accident would be like!! That's one reason I hate driving in the first place, the thought of being in any kind of accident terrifies me! I've also been doing a lot of emotional eating these past few months and have gained a lot of weight. I've never been a "skinny" girl before and have had terrible body issues most of my life so, just add that to the list of things making me depressed and you have a real emotional mess!!! 😭😭 I wish I had someone to talk too. I'm feeling more lonely then ever and I've spent most of my life feeling alone. It's the type of "lonely" that is difficult to express. I live with my family (which I am so grateful for, especially during these times) so I'm technically not really "alone" but.....I have been craving outside friendship more than I ever have these past few months! Ugh. No. I'm stopping this. I'm not doing this here. Not today. Not with Hanson. Honestly, doing these posts have made me really happy and I have enjoyed re-visiting their music! I mentioned that I felt a little embarrassed reading some of my past Hanson posts.....even though I don't feel I'm quite as much of a "Fanson" as I was before, I still appreciate their music and the joy it has brought me over the past several years. And of that I can never feel ashamed.
This time I won't take it back
'Cause something's coming for you
This time I'm going to breathe a breath
Walking on down the road
I can never promise that you'll never be lonely
But as long as we're together it can always only be
Misery
Last night I got off the fence
'Cause I won't be the fool
On this side the grass is greener than
The garden that I used to grow
I'm walking on down the road
I can never promise that you'll never be lonely
But as long as we're together it can always only be
Misery
Misery, Misery
I can never promise that you'll never be lonely
But as long as we're together it can always only be
Misery, Misery, Misery
This time I won't take it back
Cause I won't be the fool
There are not many live performances of this song :( But this one is really good! I love when you can hear the other two singing. In the studio version you can only really hear Zac. The three of them together is magic!
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