Month of Love Songs 2019!

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Heeeey.....

It's been a hot minute. I don't know why, but I have seriously lacked motivation to blog this year. Hopefully, this fun, monthly tradition will reignite that flame of love for music and sharing music for me! I really do love this little yearly tradition I have created :)

Song: I Like Me Better
Artist: Lauv

Who hasn't been jamming to this song!? I've been loving it for months now and feel like it's a great choice to kick off the month with! It's so sweet and makes me wish I had a boyfriend .... the single life is really hard. I crave affection and intimacy and love. I want someone to share my life with. I want someone who I can give my whole heart to and will do the same for me. The thought of someone actually getting excited about me ..... wanting to see me ...... love me ...... feels impossible right now. I don't love myself. I can't stand myself. I can barely look at myself in the mirror so how could someone else? How could someone else love someone who is so unlovable? Who has so many issues and problems and may never be able to heal from them? Who has the most pathetic past that it's embarrassing to even begin talking about? I'm terrified of being judged because of my age and lack of experience in the romance department. It's my fervent hope and prayer that there is someone out there who can love me. Who can see past all of the many, many flaws and ugly scars and accept it all. Who will find me beautiful and worth fighting for. I'm trying to fight for him. I'm trying to be worthy of him and his love. I know I'm sounding super dramatic right now, but this has been on my mind a lot and is very sensitive and difficult for me. I'm 26 years old and I've never once experienced love (outside of family). Never once felt desired or beautiful or worth anything to anyone. And I know I'm to blame but it still hurts. My heart actually hurts because I want to be in love so bad. I want to be loved so bad. I really do feel disgustingly worthless, undesirable and unlovable.

I'm sorry, that got ..... dramatic! This is such a cute song, why did I have to go insert all my personal crap into it!? Please enjoy!


To be young and in love in New York City
To not know who I am but still know that I'm good long as you're here with me
To be drunk and in love in New York City
Midnight into morning coffee
Burning through the hours talking

Damn

I like me better when I'm with you
I like me better when I'm with you
I knew from the first time, I'd stay for a long time
'Cause I like me better when—
I like me better when I'm with you

I don't know what it is but I got that feeling
Waking up in this bed next to you, swear the room—yeah—it got no ceiling
If we lay, let the day just pass us by
I might get to too much talking, I might have to tell you something

Damn

I like me better when I'm with you
I like me better when I'm with you
I knew from the first time, I'd stay for a long time
'Cause I like me better when—
I like me better when I'm with you

Stay awhile stay awhile
Stay here with me
Stay awhile stay awhile, oh
Stay awhile stay awhile
Stay here with me
Right here with me
Yeah, yeah

I like me better when I'm with you
(yes, I do, yes, I do, babe)
I like me better when I'm with you
I knew from the first time
I'd stay for a long time
'Cause I like me better when—
I like me better when I'm with you

 I like me, I like me
Look who you made me, made me, oh no
Better when

 I like me better when I'm with you

HAPPY LOVE MONTH!
2019

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