One More

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Song: One More
Artist: Hanson
 
I kind of had a mini "blow-out" with my mother last night and we haven't spoken to one another or made eye contact once today. I wish I could better communicate my feelings, my anxiety and the depression I'm almost positive I have to my family better. But, no. It's always the same. I isolate myself. We get angry with each other. I isolate myself more. It's like they don't even seem to care! I can't do this anymore. This is NOT how I wanted my new year to start out! I've literally been depressed since day 1. I can't get over the major disappointment that occurred right off the bat. That overwhelming disappointment has literally broken my heart. And I can't convince myself to move on. My anxiety is getting worse. I'm not eating "healthy" or exercising the way I had planned. And I'm still not communicating well or moving forward with my life. I just can't take it "one more."
 
 
I sit here by myself
Just staring into space
I thought I knew you well
Well who can ever say

It seems I've spent so long
I can't define my right from wrong

One more for the night
One more for the pain and
One more, long goodbye
And one shot to the brain
And one more takes the knife
And one more takes the train
Who do I name today

I dream of better days
Has long gone by the way
Is there a better place
Well who can ever say?

It seems I've spent so long
I can't define my right from wrong

One more for the night
One more for the pain and
One more, long goodbye
And one shot to the brain
And one more takes the knife
And one more takes the train
Who do I name today
Who do I blame today

Cause nothing's over 'til it's over
And if it's over I don't
Want to hear it
Look into my eyes I told her
Holding onto what is gone won't heal it

It seems I've spent so long I can't
Define my right from wrong

One more for the night
One more for the pain and
One more, long goodbye
And one shot to the brain
And one more takes the knife
And one more takes the train
Who do I name today
Who do I blame today

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