Music is my Therapy

Song: Lucky Girl Syndrome Artist: Katie Lynne Sharbaugh 𝅘𝅥𝅮"I don't know where the bitterness starts, a ll I know is I take it too far....I desire what I know I can't be, g et tired, 'cause I know it's on me....Gonna throw a tantrum like it's my anthem u ntil I choose to get better" 𝅘𝅥𝅮 SO. FREAKING. TRUE. ☝☝☝😭😫 I don't know where the bitterness starts All I know is I take it too far It's an overreaching maturity thing And I'm so sick and tired of it I get high even when I'm alone Waste time kickin' pebbles and stones Wonderin' if reptiles can get depressed while I start the microwave oven (Ahh) And what comes of it And what comes of it (Three-) I get mad when I wanna feel seen Say things that I really don't mean It's a self-inflicted predisposition And I'm so unimpressed by it I get sad ovеr being compared Feel bad, 'cause I know it’s unfair Grapplin' with privilеge while doing dishes In almost absolute quiet...

I had a great day thinking about/remembering my sweet boy 🖤🤍😌 I walked the full, hour long route of one of our old, daily walks. It's long, he was a trooper! He loved them! And so did I. I miss them. 😔 I spent the entirety of my walk listening to his playlist . I got teary eyed several times as I thought of "all the good times, we shared together." I had my playlist on shuffle and at one point it brought up these three songs in this exact order...I loved every single one!  "Smiles coming through my tears..."  Someone in the Dark Best of Joy Good Times Not to mention that as soon as I hit shuffle the very first song to play was Beyond the Rainbow Bridge . 💓😭🌈🐾 That was pretty special, especially for today. I continued to listen to my playlist as I went about my day. I spent a good chunk of time going through old photos and videos! My heart!! They brought tears to my eyes but mostly a big smile to my face and all the warm fuzzy feelings! He was my great...