Grateful For Music Challenge Day 30: When She Loved Me

Song: When She Loved Me

Artist: Sarah McLachan , Toy Story 2

 

I meant to keep posting a song until the end of the month but, FAIL. Oh well. And sorry to come back at you on this last day of November being all depressing and moody and sad but that's just how I'm feeling today. I feel sad. I'm exhausted. I don't want to be depressed and sad anymore. I want to stop missing people who I know don't even miss me or care or think about me. It breaks my heart to know that. It makes me angry with myself for being so obsessive and sad about these people. Who I love and miss. Who I know I won't get to see again and there's nothing I can do about it. I have no more excuses. I want to back to last year. I want to go back to happier and better times. I want to know that they still love me and need me. But I can't. I'm so angry and heartbroken all at the same time and it's STUPID!!! I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS ANYMORE BUT I CAN'T HELP IT!! I CAN'T STOP BEING SAD!!! :(

 

 

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
And when she was sad, I was there to dry her tears
And when she was happy, so was I, when she loved me.

Through the summer and the fall, we had each other, that was all
Just she and I together, like it was meant to be
And when she was lonely, I was there to comfort her
And I knew that she loved me.

So the years went by, I stayed the same
But she began to drift away, I was left alone
Still I waited for the day, when she’d say "I will always love you."

Lonely and forgotten, never thought she’d look my way,
And she smiled at me and held me, just like she used to do,
Like she loved me, when she loved me

When somebody loved me, everything was beautiful,
Every hour we spent together, lives within my heart
When she loved me.