Tears and Rain

Song: Tears and Rain

Artist: James Blunt

 

My heart still hurts. I don't know how long it's going to take to heal. To ever fully recover. I think I've cried all of my tears. I literally have nothing left. I just feel numb. I feel so lost. And confused. And more alone than ever. If I thought I was lonely before, I was only fooling myself. This is the worst. I honestly don't know if I will ever be happy. My faith is dangerously low.

 

I love this song. It's perfect for my current mood. My mood feels exactly like "tears and rain."  I'm so sad. And so lost. Will things ever change? Can I ever find peace? From my mind? From my anxieties? From my depression? I honestly don't know.

 

"Find comfort in pain....I'm so cold from fear."

 

 

How I wish I could surrender my soul;

Shed the clothes that become my skin;

See the liar that burns within my needing.

How I wish I'd chosen darkness from cold.

How I wish I had screamed out loud,
Instead I've found no meaning.

 

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,

All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

How I wish I could walk through the doors of my mind;
Hold memory close at hand,
Help me understand the years.

How I wish I could choose between Heaven and Hell.

How I wish I would save my soul.

I'm so cold from fear.

 

I guess it's time I run far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.
Hides my true shape, like Dorian Gray.
I've heard what they say, but I'm not here for trouble.
Far, far away; find comfort in pain.
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.

Tears and Rain.

Tears and Rain.

Far, far away; find comfort in pain,
All pleasure's the same: it just keeps me from trouble.

It's more than just words: it's just tears and rain.